At Ohare Airport
7/26 206p
Abbey Feldman just hijacked me. That was okay, though. She’s looking real good.
Wow. I’m feeling a tad cracked out. Sober as a judge, but it’s been quite a trip. Just jumped off the phone with my ma right before Abbey and then E before and then 4.5 hrs on the road with Delio and then before that a manic bit of cleaning and the breakdown of the sweat lodge that began at 530a and before that a bad night of sleep for reasons I don’t understand. Should have been sleeping like a log, but things were weighing on my mind. Still are.
But first, the sweat lodge. A total success. I’m going to make notes here that will probably be used for the Good Heat blog, so excuse all the detail. (Editor’s note: no content was edited. Forgive me, internet and haters of sweat lodge information!)
The day before I’d dug the pit and grabbed the stones. Steve and I went through the house and gathered all the blankets and carpet scraps we could find. I had a bunch of long thin rods that I was going to use as support. I did a dry run of the build and wasn’t too happy with the results. The walls were pretty saggy. I fretted over space.
The next day, about 830a, I piled the stones on the grill over the pit and built the fire. That grill was key: it was huge and heavy and when I piled the stones on it seemed sturdy and strong.
I started looking for some plywood (we’d just thrown out several sheets, I’m sure). I found some in the garage, along with an old piece of the wall from the Cherry Valley house. They were too heavy for the light poles I’d intended to use, so I got some 1 inch pipes and pounded those into the ground. We now had a semicircle structure that would give us a little more rooom than if the fabric had just been left to sag.
About 930a we really got the fire going. There was now a good ash bed and we were able to jam it up with some logs. We realized that we were getting uneven heat due to air coming in the access hole in the front of the pit, so I moved a wall-board over to cover. This helped quite a bit.
We fed the fire regular until about 2, at which point we stopped and let it die. By this point, the grill was really warping under the weight of the rocks.
We talked some about the possibility of the rocks exploding, which I feel was something that I’d overheard talking to some unnamed saunaman from years back. “Can’t use lake rocks or it’s BOOOM!” We saw a couple crack under the heat, but there were no hisses or anything so we weren’t really worried.
At about 3 the fire was pretty low, and I used a couple hammers to grab the grate and drag it off the fire while Tony used a pole to help drop the rocks into the pit. It didn’t end up being the best pile, but it would work.
We set about covering the sweat lodge with the collected fabrics and were done quickly. We let the last of the fire die and the smoke clear out.
I confirmed attire confort with Steve (“I thought nudity was part of it…”) and we shed our clothes and crawled into the sweat lodge.
The getting in wasn’t the easiest for Steve and Tony. I’m pretty spry and can fit through small areas, but those guys had a bit more trouble. I’ll need to redesign the entrance if I do this again.
Also, the pipes were kind of a problem. They were pretty hot at this point and Steve got tagged a couple times. Tony and I both avoided this fate.
From inside the lodge – a tight squeeze
We had a pot of hot water in there and began to apply it to the rocks. We got a great steam off them. The heat didn’t hold too long, though, as it was escaping out of the chimney and also through the fabric. We realized that great care also needed to be taken to avoid hitting the smoldering embers below, because a shot of water to these babies sent up a great plume of ash. It was a mistake I only made twice.
The trick with applying the water was a gentle, even application, combined with roatation so as not to cool any one area prematurely. We also realized that with so much heat escaping, we had to really crank it to get it hot.
But when we did: that was a GOOD HEAT! We were really sweating in there by the time Steve called the first session. (With the difficulty of getting in and out of the sweat lodge, it’s kind of all for one.) We made out way out and headed down to the lake where we jumped in. Amazing.
We found slimy logs on the lake bed to stand on, and we pulled up the cold waters from the bottom by kicking or with our hands. High, puffy clouds sailed through the sky. There was no boat traffic. It was perfect.
Cold plunge
We headed back in for the second session and found to our delight that the rocks were still cooking. We changed positions, as in the first session Steve was right in front of this money maker rock that was putting out oodles of heat. We got it cranking, we got our heart rates up, we were sweating.
It was only then that I really realized what we were doing: we were taking of that place on earth into our bodies. We sat on the earth, in which a fire had been dug. The rocks had been pulled from the banks nearby, and now heated, were releasing their spirits for us to breath in, to take into our bodies. It was nothing short of phenomenal.
We jumped back in the lake, and it was Tony and I for session number three, which we really got cooking.
After another swim in the lake and a quick break, it was time for session four, which Steve joined us again on. With the embers all but dead, we closed up the chimney in order to better trap the heat. Steve made it about halfway through and found egress, but Tony and I had conserved the water and head enough left to really get it cranked. To our surprise, this turned out to be the best heat of the afternoon. We baked outselves in there.
We took a long swim and by this time, I was famished. Everyone was done, but I thought there might be one last heat left in there. I grabbed a bite to eat and took a swing on the porch. I gathered myself, then, I cut some oak branches (why hadn’t I before?!) and headed back in for a final, solo heat.
The rocks were pretty cool by this point. They weren’t putting out much hiss at all. But when they would I would fan the heat into me with the branches, and it felt incredible. When the rocks were totally exhausted, I lay back on the ground and looked up. It was a magnificent temperature, like cooling out on the lower level of the steam at City Spa. I couldn’t believe it. I’d done it. I’d built my first sauna.
Go ahead and think it’s corny, but I thanked the lake spirits and promised I would do my best to honor them and the advise they’d given me. (I’d asked some questions during a few of the more intense heats, and I felt that I had gotten answers.)
I went to the lake for one more swim, and then took a hot shower. I was, again, new.
Northwoods Saunamen
Dinner was a drawn out affair. I made pasta that no one said they wanted until it was made. Then Tony and Steve made bison burgers and corn and stuff. I did a quick clean and found my way to bed, still buzzing from the success of the sweat lodge, but anticipating the travel day that was fast approaching.
I slept badly. I had weird dreams and woke up and 330 and laid there for some time worrying about this painting Steve had asked me if he could take. It was of Granny Dot, painted by Grampa Don, and it had been hanging in the office. He made her 1000 times more beautiful than she actually was. “This was painted by a man in love,” Steve said. He asked if he could have it and I said yes, but then immediately regretted it. I laid awake thinking about it, making my resolve, rehearsing. I slept for another hour or so and got up ten minutes before the alarm, which was set for 530a. I packed and headed upstairs to make coffee.
Tony wasn’t too far behind me, and we started to break down the sweat lodge. Steve came out and we all pitched in and had it down in ten minutes. We left the fire pit and used the rocks to ring it. Easy.
Then we cleaned and packed and put away. We breakfasted on the go and drank coffee. I shuffled around, touching everything, thanking everything. I resolved to be back soon, and I will be. Next year, a week with E and O and ma, no doubt. But that seems so far away, and still so difficult.
We took our final pictures, we said goodbyes. I rang the bell and I meant everything I said. We were on the road by ten, and now I’m in O’Hare, heading back to California, where I feel so cool and life feels right. I didn’t want to be home among Midwesterners when we got back. I was proud to tell the guy working the desk at JetBlue I was headed to California. I was proud to pull my California ID. That’s me. Could I have an Illinois driver’s licence again? At what cost? I just don’t know. This is heavy and difficult and I need coffee so I’m going to get it. More from the plane.
(Editor’s note: There was no more from the plane. The questions linger like ghosts, and no matter how hot it gets in Los Angeles, they just won’t dry up…)